MIMPI

salam semua,
okay something happened to me throughout this ramadhan.. it happened when I went to sleep and I dreamed of someone that I love 7 years ago when I was in secondary school. yet I can call it my first love ever.. I already forgot him, i mean my feelings.. yeah sure but there is something inside that i could'nt figure out whats that about.. and sometimes I feel that is that true or just a dream.. but it happened for me like i said earlier, bulan puasa..

mimpi tu seolah2, when I get close to him, very2 near yet i still cant get him beside me...even he is sitting beside me.. can u imagine how weird it was??? ada org kt sebelah but i cant talk or do something with him.. i saw him everywhere tp byk halangan mcm x kasi I go near him.. and i think I tidur mati and I woke up at 4.. this is really strange you know but who cares? hehehe

to be continued, soon okay peeps :)

ANAMAMIA

Hello all :) how are you?
there's nothing to talk and story here ::::
I dont have any idea today...

Ill be back soon okay =)

ANAMAMIA

Ingatlah.....

What happened? Throughout 20 years we living is gonna break just like that.. I dont understand.. seriously, one thing that never ever I think about it happen. I mean NOW, yes, dah terjadi..How am I supposed to act? pretend that everything is normal.. We used to joke with each other, helping each other without any returs but now why all those moments bringing up now... So, korang happy ke jd mcm nie?? korang x sayang ker semua memori kte ... kalau ada ape pun berlaku, kenapa kite Yes WE kena berantakan jugak.. why? I keep questioning muhself... :( it so sad to know the truth okay yg we are not going to be as usual.. korang suka ke mcm nie? Kalau korg happy, aku redha je tp aku tau korang pn x mcm tu kan..Sbb ayah korang semua kena ikut kan, yerla sbb parents lg important kan but pls be matured la wei, You all sume dah besar okay, dh bole kahwin at this level of age, think la but dont use your brain, tanya hati, jgn gune akal je nak berfikir, every humans do make mistakes, Korang rasa lain tak ble jd cmnie? tgok blk pictures we've taken together time raya.. Korang x rindu ke ape ke? cmne eh nak bgtau.. Aku xpernah ckp kat semua tp hari nie aku mengaku yg ak sayang gler kat korang semua.. sayang tuhan je yg tau.. Korang sepupu terbaikku dunia dan akhirat.. :):( aku dh anggap korang semua adik beradik aku tau..

Kalau inilah pengakhirannya atau pun kte x bole jd mcm dulu, ak redha, semua nie Allah yang tentukan.. mesti ada hikmah disebalik nie.. Aku percaya yg tu cume satu je aku harap, kte mesti tabah ok? We know each other kan..

ANAMAMIA

Loyalty

Just like 5 years ago,
I watched you walked, smile, talked and EVERYTHING IN YOU
I utterly in love with you..
It seems like I know you forever...

As time passes, there's no sign from you
After all, I keep waiting, waiting and waiting like I don't have choices to be made
Instead of waiting, there's someone is there for me..
Who??? I don't know
What I know is, there will be a MAN there ~

Sc,
I still keep you in my heart till now
People would call me crazy but I don't care
When I saw your page, I take a look ... this is so obvious..
Don't ask me why...
Just that my heart won't let you go now...
Maybe soon when I met someone valuable than you

This is what I called LOYALTY....

ANAMAMIA <3

Nothing said

Here, I wanna share something precious for me and I would like to share with those who appreciate what love is?

I shouldn't have done it
I should have ignored it

As though I couldn't seen you
as though you couldn't be seen
I think I should have just not seen you at all

I should have run away
I should have pretended not to hear
Like it wouldn't be heard
like it couldn't be heard
I shouldn't have listened to your love

Without a word, you made me know love
without a word you gave me your love
You made me fill myself with your love every breath I take
then you ran away...

Without a word, love left me behind
without a word, love tossed me aside
Not knowing what to say
My lips must have been surprised

Because you came without a word, just your soul...

Thank you MAR.....<3

Distance

If two people were meant to be, that surely is you and me. And no matter the distance you go, my heart will never know. I will not love you less than I do now, but I will love you more somehow.

If smiling could bring me closer to you...I would smile forever...if laughing could let me hold your hand 10 seconds longer I would laugh until I was blue in the face...if talking could bring me to you I would go on until I lost my voice...I would do anything to be with you...I would do anything just to be next to you.

And................

You may be leaving this town, you may be leaving this state, but just remember that you aren't leaving my heart.

If you can see through my heart

I was shocked, freaking shocked when I saw him again
I promised to myself if we ever meet again, my heart will stop burst
and I lied to myself that I cant do that....
Then, what I'm supposed to do, just let him walking in front of you and pretend that NOTHING happen??? Oh, this is so ridiculous...

Well, nothing goes wrong at that moment,what I feel at that moment is to be nice with him and talk nicely to him just like what we used to be.. And deeply inside my heart, I still misses his voice, face and everything about him.. Honestly !!! But, if he doesnt meant to be with me, there's a person that actually meant for me just I don't know who and I pray to Allah so that, the person who will stand beside me through ups and downs in the future is someone just like him.. :) AMIN!!

Saranghae <3